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I was once...

Sat Jul 18, 2009, 11:45 PM
There was a time where I was wise.
I was brilliant beyond my years.
It feels like that time has come to pass.
I feel like there's only an empty shell where my knowledge was.
Everything has become so large and confusing.
I feel like I'm walking through an endless forest.
There's ditches, traps, endless walls of branches.
My mind can't relax.
My heart isn't in my chest, it's in my hand.
Every time I breathe, I squeeze it tighter in my hand.
I'm the only person who can make it hurt this much.
My nails sever into it, and I just panic in my anxiety.
What do I do, where do I go?
I'm so lost and confused.
My mind is so alone, but my body is right here.
My heart is in my hands yet my body is walking away from my mind.
I feel so detached from physical reality.
I'm afraid of the future, but it's the past that creates this fear.
I know I have to move forward. I know my mind is there, somewhere.
But will I catch it?
I've been feeling more and more choked up as I walk forward.
Tears come at the most ignorant moments.
I find myself a wreck, and I keep wondering when I'll be put back together.
Will the bridging of this hiatus complete me?
Will it tear me into pieces?
There's too much mystery in my heart, my soul.
I'm a fragment of what I once was.

  • Mood: Gloomy

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Chicago
  • Interests: A lot of things
  • Favourite movie: What Dreams May Come
  • Favourite band or musician: M83, Lydia, Breathe Carolina
  • Favourite genre of music: Electronica/Trance
  • Favourite artist: Michelangelo
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Michael Vincent
  • Favourite style of art: Photography, Sketching, Writing, Music
  • Favourite cartoon character: Lelouch
  • Personal Quote: The only reality is the one you create in your heart.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencils, Pens, Paints, Canon EOS Digital Rebel XTi, whatever I can get my hands on...

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Thats cool that your fave movie is What Dreams May come I love that movie
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Thank you for the fav+ on Innocence! =D

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Thanks :-) for the :+fav: on _Ubuntu_9.04_Waterfalls_

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~They say most of your brain shuts down in cryo-sleep. All but the primitive side, the animal side. No wonder I'm still awake.~
you have some amazingly shocking new photos. They are amazing!
Thanks so much

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Thanks for the favs!! :D
thanks for the faves beautiful!
Thank you so much for :+fav: and with best wishes for a happy and sunny weekend!
:bow: :hug: :boogie: :highfive: :phew:
Thank you very much for the :+fav: :thanks:

I hope to see you again in my gallery! :blowkiss:

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I'm sorry, but I cannot reply and thank you all because of the filter which doesn't allow me to post too many messages in a row!

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